omg wtf fukushima!!!

Lord we need some serious help this time. There is a nuclear plant on COMPLETE MELTDOWN and have have NO IDEA how to stop it right now. Our water is at risk. First, we need Fukushima's nuclear meltdown to become contained. For us to find the solution before this disaster renders our water cycle too toxic to sustain human life on earth, we need every one to ask "HOW DO WE CONTAIN FUKUSHIMA?" If there is an answer, it is only going to come by all of us collectively asking that question. It may not be the nuclear scientist that has our answer, it may be something he says that sparks the mind of an idea in another human being who has also asked herself that question and they've been pondering this for over 60 years since she first learned about the bombs of Nagasaki and Hiroshima. Lord, help us ask this serious question diligently until our answer to protect and serve Creation is complete. Lord, guide our global leaders to REFUSE TO ACCEPT AS A GLOBAL COMMUNITY any continued operation of any nuclear plant or the building of any new nuclear plants which have not integrated what we will learn from our COMPLETE CONTAINMENT OF FUKUSHIMA, but on another note, i haven't been here in a while. i've been busy losing my haters, finding new ones and wondering why i do anything in life that creates a hater. i mean, i seem to have an absolute knack for it. i often wonder what is wrong with me. i'm too _____________ for everyone. i'm sorry if i'm intense. there's a nuclear power plant melting down RIGHT NOW ... its not like the test drill we all did in school, this is the REAL THING. For over two years now .... UNCONTAINED, MELTING DOWN. right now. n2 our water. i learned about the quantum nature of water, did you? keep breathing. <3wins. so, what is it you are really fight about .... who do you know who can think of a way to solve the fukushima problem ???? who can do it? help us find that person AS SOON AS POSSIBLE, that's what we need to do right now. Who's got the answer?! =) prayers of a mom for what they are worth right now. breathing. good thing that this is but a moment in infinity and not the only thing, and yet, the truth is .... it is the only moment we will ever know right now, this moment of infinity. rambling off to another space and time and more inclined vibration!

thoughts that drive away sleep

because it must be time to write another entry, my thoughts return again and again to things of the past. things learned, things lost, things experienced.

things learned . . . oh so many hours of my youth spent in church, memorizing scriptures that echo in my mind's voice but lost in the shuffle of the preacher's choice. choice of words and meanings believed to be true, but all jesus said was to be you. "follow me" he said time and again, they didn't get it. they thought they were to be sheep. baaaaa, baaaaa, baaaaa.

and sheep they became rather than the "i am" that he freed for each of us to be like him ... to eclipse him ... to know the kingdom within was the only way. the only way to see god, to receive god, to be god. to be one with god, one first must be who we came to this place to be. and that's not a sheep following someone else, but to be the shepherd, the teacher, the master, the truth, the good news to the lost.

'follow me' he said, not literally as jesus never sought to bind us to a life of slavery. which is what the church and the preacher want us to be, a slave to their understanding no matter how limited it may be. 'follow me' and fulfill the promise, 'greater things than these will you be able to do,' if you so choose not to idolize me, but rather choose to follow me.

things lost . . . the only thing that is lost is the need to say 'baaaaa, baaaaa, baaaaa'. gone is the notion that i have no power, that i choose to exist in a world separate from god, that all my responsibility is lost because he died for me.

things experienced . . . the power of god flowing through my hand, the power of god flowing through my mind. able to merely will that which i want, just like him, which brings forth the thought 'what more can i do?' because god is limitless which means i am too. if i continue to choose not to have jesus save me, but to truly follow him . . . knowing i'm true. just like the truth he said that "i am", birthing myself, my own "i am."

following him, he never looked very far for someone to save him, be merely did it himself. so, follow i must, knowing he can't nor would he try to save me from myself, my life, my destiny, my journey, my name, my 'i am.' the word that existed far before you and me, is the same that exists even today if we choose it to be. down to the core where denial resides, that i am not god is the only true lie.

peace & harmony,
elaine
'freedom must be exercised to stay in shape!'